I just don't feel like blogging.



Help?



Oh well...I've been doing a one-week teaching assignment at a secondary school, Speech and Drama for Sec 1s. It ends tmr. Thank god! Most of them are fine but some are shitty. Especially this chinese guy who kept appearing behind me and asking me for my number. He progressed the next day to telling me I've got a sexy body and that he likes my lips.



WTF, man. I'm the bloody teacher!



And wat's it with people and my lips? I've got lips that are perpetually pouting, naturally. And that's putting it mildly. It's obviously a facial flaw, so where's the sensitivity? *rolls eyes*



So I finish tmr and start on another job tmr too. See, I go for the second job the first half of the day, and after lunch, I'm at the school for an hour. And Thursday, I'm back to the 2nd. Confused? Heh!



Heard of Hot Magazine? I've not, till now, that is. I think it's relatively new. Then again, I'm not sure. So, I'm doing administration there.



I went for the interview yesterday, actually. This girl was waiting to be interviewed and immediately, we started talking and laughing. She thought I was applying to model, it seems. Weird, rite?!! I gave her a surprised look and shyly muttered a thank you.



You ppl know (retracted)? A Singaporean model? Well she's half-(retracted) and half-(retracted), and for a Singaporean model's standards, very successful. She hosted this show called (retracted) too, some years back. She still does fashion shows and recently, she appeared in a Nivea advert. Why am I talking about her? Cos she's sorta my sister-in-law. She married my dad's sister's son, who's my cousin.



There was this pre-nuptial ceremony (the wedding went Hindu-styled) and my parents and I attended it. The (retracted)s saw me and decided I shld try out modelling, saying I've got the face for it or something. (Retracted)'s sister actually approached me and told me I had good features and that I shld model. Mr.Simon even went to my father and started talking to him about the possibility of me becoming a model. I was freaked, man!



That was the start of my some sort of obsession with modelling. I'd never thought of it before, and when the idea was presented to me, I found it ridiculous. But I thought about it and realised it wasn't ridiculous, not at all. Becoming a model wasn't such a bad idea!



So I embarked on Operation Convince Parental Board. That took 2 years. Now that I'm given the green light, I'm free to do it. But I don't feel the same enthusiasm anymore. I just don't see much use in it, you know? Yes, it wld be fun to give poses and scowl but where's that going to bring me? Not anywhere significant. So I'm still toying with the idea, and it seems to not have much of a chance.



So when ppl tell me I shld be a model, I'm just flattered, but don't take it seriously. What's the big deal being a model anyway. Claudia Schiffer isn't even pretty, man!



I'm gettin very very sleepy. J went offline a few minutes ago, not much reasons to stay awake further. Think I'll go now.



Sorry about the attitude, ppl. I love having a blog and all, it's just that I'm going through a blogging-no-fun phase. Been there before, will be out of it soon :-)



Love all of you!!