2 days to 2006. Finally!

I can't wait for the party on Saturday! Babu and his sister are organising it at the Khalsa Association. The insides of the place are alrite, but personally, I don't like the area it's located at. It's full of construction workers. I don't hold much against them, but I've walked there alone at night before, and I felt such nervousness and vulnerablity. It's times like that that make me wish I weren't female, for just a minute. Oh well. Thank god my wishes don't easily come true, cos I love being female.

I'm every woman, it's all in meeeeeee.

I'm in an exceptionally stupid mood and I think it shows. Mmm.

Back to Saturday. I'm going to wear this gorgeous curve-hugging fencing-style black v-neck and long-sleeved top that's got an extremely see-thru back. Due to the see-thru-ness of the back, I have to wear a waist-length tube inside it. I wld rather not wear anything inside, but a single but powerful word to describe what's stopping me wld be 'Mom'. I got the top 3 or 4 years ago, and have worn it only once, if I'm not wrong. I love it so much and am dying to wear it again! With my hot new minimalistic-ish shoes!

*shakes ass*

Oh, plus pants ofcos. Tight grey pants. Was wondering if I shld wear my tight black ones but Nan says the grey wld go btr. And I must agree now, cos all black might be stunning, but it's not my style. Also, I've the perfect sequinned grey bag to go with it.

~~~ B I M B O - A L E R T ~~~

Ah, mom's screaming. Gtg.

Happy New Year in advance!

I'm gonna do a tiny Quotable Quote after yonks of not. Here goes:

Quotable Quote

Goood jaaab ('job', in an indian accent), goood jaaab.

- Sash, praising herself for taking out the trash.

MERRY CHRISTMAS, everybody!

I spent the first 3 hrs of Christmas at Orchard Rd, and man, was it FUN!

It was soooo crowded, and everybody was spraying foam at each other in big groups! There was so much screaming, squealing, laughing. I LOVED IT! Such a wonderful atmosphere! I enjoyed myself tremendously!!

Guys, all of us definitely have to go next year. No two ways abt it!




Baby, being carried by my mom, looking like a refugie!




My 3rd sis and me at Starbucks. I'd reccommend the Toffe Nut coffee thingie to anyone who's nuts abt coffee.




Foam in my hair!


Ah, gtg. Jay'll be here any minute and we're gonna have lunch at White Sands.

See ya!

I love hot shoes and I cannot lie!

I got sexy shoes today. I love em love em love em.

LOVE EM!!

I'll get a pic of my darlings up soon...if I do rmbr to.

Oh, Jay got me the Saggitarius Barbie doll! I love her. She's so frikkin pretty! Pretty pretty pretty!

*floats*

I've named her Crystal cos she's all decked out in cool blue and silver. Actually thought of naming her Lake, but it'd be a wee bit too eccentric, even for my standards. So Crystal it is! G.J the hot Californian beach girl Barbie doll with big feet has got a friend. :-D

It's my sister's birthday now; I hear the tearing open of chocolate wrappers. The comp is definitely not the place to be at.

Toodle-loo!

So, I'm 19. Do I feel any different? I'd have to say no...after much consideration. 19 is just a number and I've a year added to my young age, is all. Maturity(character-wise) doesn't come with age, I can find LOTSA living proof for that. Me, I'm waiting for maturity to hit me in the face before it settles down in my brain. Wait..no, scratch that.

Truth be told, I'm not waiting to mature in thought and the like, cos I'm pretty fine the way I am. Very fine, in fact. Sure, I do lack some facets that might improve my life, and the lives of others arnd me, but really, I don't see why anyone shld cultivate something that isn't part of them to begin with. I mean, it's not like I'm going on killing sprees or making it a point to feed the lions at the zoo just to experience the thrill of defying authority or something stupid like that. I'm a very behaved person...if you really think abt it. Therefore, I see no need to consciously change my child-like ways. Child-like, not childish. There is a difference, however seemingly small. Being child-like doesn't mean you're immature.

Besides, what's the big deal abt being mature anyway?

Why shld I give a damn abt maturing when I am happy with who I am? Frankly, it's quite a big thing for me to be happy with myself. Think abt it. I started on a diploma course that I knew for a fact that lots of others were clamouring for a place in, but I stubbornly quit it cos I hated it and am now 19 with absolutely no educational achievement except for 'O' Levels which is like no achievement at all. It's very easy for me to feel like a loser with no future, but I don't, not one bit. I'll be putting myself thru school next year. I know I'm young, and even if I weren't, I'd know there're options out there no matter what. If being mature means I shld put ppl like me down, stop being idealistic(which I'm damn sure I'm not), 'behave' myself in public, and stop making decisions by myself and listen more, I'm not interested.

I'm leaving it to time and more suitably, my experiences to teach me btr ways of living, or dealing with difficulties and situations and such. I don't have the habit of listening unless it's absolutely essential. What I do have the habit of is jumping in and seeing what I can do from there. That's how I do it, so they shld get used to it.

To hell with maturity. I've got other things to see to.

P.S: This was supposed to be a happy post...so the next one I do will be a happy and bimbotic one. :-p

P.P.S: Jay, this isn't abt you. =)

So much to blog abt! Will do it later tonight. =)

See ya later alligator!

New look!

And Happy 19th to me!! :-D

I've not been online much these days. It shows, doesn't it? *yawns*

My 3rd sister and her hubby have flown off to India on business and will be back next week. I got them a flying-off present(I was the ONLY one who got them anything, weirdly) which Jay helped me choose; Jack Daniels-centred chocolates. I have one word for you:

OMG.

Ok, that's actually an abbreviation of 3 words, but I loved the chocs. Makes me wish I got them for myself. Oh well...since I don't really want to afford extravagances such as liquor chocolates, it'd be nice if somebody bought them for me. And since my birthday's in less than 20 days (19TH DECEMBER, PPL), it'd be the most perfect time and opportunity for me to be granted some of my teeny, wee widdle, eccentric wishes, such as GETTING LIQUOR CHOCS. No need to get the Jack Daniels one (though that'd be pretty darned great) cos it costs double as much as the bars do. Just a nice and pretty-cheap-in-comparison bar of champagne chocs will do. :-D Maybe Remy Martin. I want to try the vodka ones too. :-D

Oh, and if anyone's not sure what to get me, just sms me and ask. :-D

Sigh...who am I kidding. I'm not gonna get anything unless I hold a birthday party/dinner. Me and my friends don't even meet much. Mmm...2 weeks to go to meet up and get in touch. *ponders*