I've become such a baby-bore! Oh well... bear with me, ok?

*smiles sweetly*







Courtesy of Yashi.



P.S: I know my voice sounds all yucky and gooey. So no need to tell me.
P.P.S: You need Quicktime to see this.

That intoxicating feeling; Loving and being loved. Not many sensations can beat that, if you ask me. It's a total and complete rollercoaster of feelings.

It's like being hurled into the air; almost hitting a bus; falling arms widespread off a big oak tree; dozens of roses blooming in a second; sprinting in the wind; feeling wave-crashes; a infant's birth; the sparkle of a red ruby; the sentiments a sunset evokes; the freshness of newly-shampooed hair; hearing my favourite song on the radio; sailing through a storm; a baby's sleepy smile; the chill of water against body heat; perfect shoes; my favourite purple blanket; sugar rushes; snug jeans; performing on stage; a first kiss; exhilarance.

That's what it's like. For me, at least.

I miss you, Jay. :(

Back!

I'm still full from last night's dinner. Ok, lemme list what I had.

- Wild Mushroom Soup
- Penne or Fettucini Carbonara
- Crabstick thingamies
- A quarter serving of Claypot Rice
- A quarter serving of Penang Fried Rice
- A teeny bit of Rojak
- A glass of Virgin Colada
- Tiramisu

No wonder I feel like the marshmallow-man from Ghost Busters.

It's worth it though! Of everything, I loved the carbonara best, cos it was sooooooo cheesy and rich with bacon strips. YUUMMMM. The virgin colada was pretty ok... it's a mocktail of pineapple juice and bits with coconut milk, of which there wasn't enough, else I wld have reeeally enjoyed the drink. Oh well. Mmm..maybe I shld try making it to my liking at home. And the tiramisu was nice...a bit on the dry side, but tasty.

The claypot rice was marvellous! It had huge prawns and mushrooms and all and it was DELICIOUS. I wish I'd ordered that instead. Mmm...*recollects the scrumptiousness of the carbonara* On second thought, nope.

The rest was ok lah. The soup was thick an peppery, just the way I like it. The fried rice was not bad. Nothing fantastic. And I'm not a fan of rojak. Especially not of chinese rojak. I think it sucks.

Disclaimer: I don't do racial discrimination(most of the time) and so shldn't you.

Mmmm.

Guess what? I'm actually kinda hungry now. I'm full, yet I'm hungry.


Fettucini... oh, Fettucini... where art thou, Fettucini?

Am off to Malaysia till late tonight, so if any of you feel like holding an sms convo or worse, a phone convo with me, don't even think abt it.

:-p

Oh, I'm wearing the butterfly clips Jay got me. I almost nvr use clips to hold my hair back cos I've foolishly been thinking I'd look too childish. But now I'm feeling so girly, I love them!!








My hair looks untidy, I know. It always does! *grumbles*

See you tmr, babies!

I don't know what I'm doing. Not surprising tho, cos that's standard behaviour for me; it's become a pattern. I'm not referring to any specific part of my life; I'm referring to everything.

I'm busy without being busy.

Now what the hell does that mean?

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WITH MYSELF?

Nothing.




I have no life.

Oh well, I can still catch The Nanny and Bewitched in the evenings. And Simpsons, sometimes. Oh, and Who's The Boss.

I've said it a few times before, but it bears repeating.

I have no life.

P.S: Ragani, I miss you. :(

Happy Valentine's Day! :)

Yesterday was maaaad.

I was bringing my malaysian cousin of sorts arnd Orchard, helping her find places that the walk-in interviews she saw advertised in the papers were being held. She's such a sweet person, and so easy to talk to, so I didn't mind the least bit. I was in a complete hurry to leave, tho. Cos I needed to get home, do Jay's card, Ragani's butterfly bookmark AND wrap Ragani's 'present', AND wash up and change. And I had to be at the airport at 7 cos Ragani had to fly off 8.45.

So, I reached home at 6(I was already late, Jay was waiting for me at White Sands), did all the above-mentioned stuff(thank god I had good material ready to work with), hurriedly slapped on some make-up and left at 7 to flag down a cab, pick J up on the way, and FINALLY reach the airport.

*inhales, and exhales sloooowly*

Jay looked marvellous in his long-sleeved collared top. I love it! Wear it more!! And buy it in red!!!

Y'know, I can't believe Ragani's gone. I didn't feel like crying then, but now, I do. She told me yesterday that it still hadn't hit her that she's gonna be gone for long and all and I was nodding away cos I understood what she meant. But I didn't know I was somewhat in the same boat as her cos it hadn't hit me that she's left, until this morning. I nvr met her enough...twice or thrice a yr tops. And it's mostly cos I was busy. Thinking abt it now, it's weird how I, who doesn't do anything really constructive, cld possibly be too busy to meet a friend like her.

Sigh.

Oh well, I'm looking forward to when she comes back during the hols. Ragani, if you're reading this, please take care and cheer up! You're a very adaptable person; you'll make do with what and who you got. You'll be happier soon, you'll see! =) I love you, and there's no way I'm gonna forget your birthday(this time arnd). :-p

Sigh.

=(

Oh well...on a lighter note, Jay made me a card. =)









I absolutely adore it. :) Oh, and Jay, it is the one of the most beautiful cards I've recieved. :-D

I love you, sweetheart. :-D

Oh, oh, I shall end this post with some pics of baby. They were taken this morning.










:-D

Yesterday was Thaipusam, and baby's bald now!

Wanna take a peak?






:-D


Got more pics, but no time to upload. Oh well, next time!

Sindhu teacher gave me homework and I have to finish it today. *sniffs and sucks on lollipop*

We took neoprints today!!! Like finally!! And it was so fun!!

You know we've been postponing it every week...for a month or so, so I'm still going 'omg, it's really happened!'. :-p

Anyways, mom's nagging, so I shall just post the pics now, and blog day after tmr. Cos I'll be in Malaysia tmr. Forced to go. BOOOOOO. Oh well.

PICS TIME!!




The first pic! I like this one best.




The black specks were caused by Sindhu's scanner... they aren't eyeliner marks. :-p




This one isn't that bad. :-D Pretty nice actually!


Ok ppl, now brace yourself for retardacy.

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What can I say? I was genuinely caught by surprise. And guess what, I nvr new where exactly the camera was!

*bangs head on the wall*

And the best/worst part is, Sindhu looks wonderful in all the pics! ALL!!

*bangs head on the wall again*

You, Sindhu, are gonna have your ass poked harder next time. *vows*

I found a lone Kit Kat Chunky in my freezer!

JOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOY!!!

And guess what else? I found a huge chocolate rumball in my fridge!

JOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOY!!!

Ahem.

Bored.

I was with Jay for 10 hours yesterday!

Ok, you guys don't care, I know. :-p

Aaaanyways I met him after his exam at the airport at 11am to have my brunch and his lunch at Popeye's. I absolutely love their whipped potatoes. The gravy is marvy(hey, that rhymes!) cos it's got garlic and chicken pieces and other spices. VERY nice. And if you have it with their buttermilk biscuit, you're gonna be one satisfied camper, especially if you're the sort who eats light. I don't normally eat light, but I've not been having my usual healthy appetite the past few days. My mom's freaked.

We then made our way to Bugis to meet Jay's friend to pass him some application forms cos he's interested in being a licensed aircraft engineer too and wants to join SASCO. So after the boring stuff, Bugis Village was next, to get Jay new jeans. The jeans there are cheap man! When I start earning(whenever the hell that will be) I'm gonna get myself jeans from there! Mmm...I need three-quarter ones cos my old one's so tight, it makes my tummy look detached from my legs. Oh, as I was saying, I chose a pair of jeans for him and he tried them on, and they looked great on him. :-D They did make his ass look smaller though, which I'm not very happy abt, but the jeans aren't zip-up ones; they've got buttons, so I shall pacify myself with that fact. :-p

He got me earrings! 3 earrings, actually. I LOVE them. They're all bronzish and dangly, one my favourite kinds. Oh, and the pair that he chose which is his favourite, happens to be my mom's favourite too, and Shamin's AND Nan's too, if I'm not wrong. I immediately got Jay to choose a pair for me to wear on the spot, and wore it(duh)! I loved how I looked in it and so did he! YAY!! *does the jiggy*

Ok...I shall try keep my reactions under control. I scare myself sometimes by being more bimbotic than I aready am, if that's even possible.

Off to Orchard we went to meet Nan and Shamin, of which the latter arrived first at the Popular bookstore just as Jay (finally) found a book to get his sister. It was good seeing you again, Shamu! :-D Ooo, and nice jacket.

Nan arrived later, looking prettier than usual in a skirt and blouse and (gasp) make-up. She says she's started wearing make-up quite recently and I'm partly to blame. Another convert! Yay!

We shared a fondae at Haagen-Dazs, which was on Jay(yay! :-p). Lovely lovely chocolate. And bananas. And everything else. YUMM.


The fondae!


Nan, on the way to having an orgasm. The big brown blob at the side is Shamin's finger.


Shamin, being temporarily more interested in her handphone.


Jay, being temporarily more interested Shamin's iPod.


Me, being temporarily more interested in snorting.


Nan and Shamin really bullied the waiter by asking for this and that and this AND that. And they had the cheek to apologise for disturbing him. *rolls eyes* Oh, a fly fell into the strawberry sauce and I still took a dip. I am soooo brave, aren't I? *beams away goofily*

Afrer gorging ourselves, we looked arnd Sheer Romance at Far East Plaza. That's where Nan-backside and I got our bikinis together, and the salesgirl actually rmbred us! She took one look at us and started giggling. We spent abt an hour at the store that time, and Nan kept walkin abt the whole store in a bikini. Nuff said. This time arnd, Jay and I were looking at lingerie hand in hand, and chatting away, seeing which Shamin immediately assumed he was getting excited. *rolls eyes, then coughs*


I like this pic!


This blog post is turning out to be so long...and I'm having a headache. Oh well, I shall finish it up.

City Hall was next cos Jay wanted to buy his Simpsons DVD at Grammaphone, where it is VERY much cheaper, compared to how much they sell it for at HMV. Before that though, we walked arnd the CityLink area, and Nan got me earrings! She too! Weird huh? The Day Of Gifts. Not that I mind. :-D Oh, and Jay got me pretty butterfly clips(he's such a sweetheart, I tell you)!


Sham and me at CityLink. *audience go 'awwww...'*


Nan and me. *audience go 'awwww....' again*


Later, we had a drink and some fries and shrimp at Long John's. It was my first time trying the shrimp there, and I liked it! Next time I go to Long John's, I'm getting shrimp.


She's giving me a 'wtf..' look. Can't rmbr why though.


She's giving me a 'don't you even dare think abt it' look. Didn't work. Wahaha!

We then went different ways; Nan to her friend's house, Sham to meet a friend, and Jay and me to Pasir Ris, where his family was at a chalet, and where I live, ofcos.

As usual, Jay, I miss you. And I want more.

:(