Charlotte's been bugging me to change my template. Well, alrite! *gives up*

Wah......long time no see, ah, Bloggie? Well here I am now!



Ta Da!!!!



Life's good, yeah. And ultra-boring. Wait no, it's not boring. I am so used to the boredom of staying home that I'm not bored anymore. *shudders in horror at the horrific realisation* Somebody help me! Somebody EXCITE me! Umm...that didn't sound so rite. What I meant was somebody help me out of perpetual boredom. Any takers? I said, ANY TAKERS?!! *shouts vehemently*



Notice horrific and terrific sound the similar? And they've got such different meanings. Horrific= Horror. Terrific= Terrific. Sounds like Terrific= Terror, yeah? Well obviously, no, it isn't! I tell you, English is downright weird and it was created just to confuse. But I still love it cos we share a very special bond. Don't we, Engie dearie?



This is what staying home too long does to you. *points to above paragraph* You wonder about and say stuff that are purely stupid. Oh well, that's life for ya.

So! Life's good, man. I like life! Cos I'm so damn free. Ha!



Went out with Sara, Muthu and her friend who's my friend too now. Name's Hajah. Had a hell of a time teasing him! He teases me too. See, he's got red hair(dyed, ofcos) and I say, " Omigawd...your hair's burning! Quick, go soak your head!" or " It's getting hot in here, so shave off all your hair." Lame, I know. What can I do? Was born with it!



Having late breakfast with Char tmr. Like WOOHOOO!!! We might be going to Suntec City or Orchard or something like that. Watch out for 2 exotic babes, tmr, Singapore!!!

Came back from Muthu's house day before yesterday. Loads and loads and loads of fun! So much to write, so little time. Means, I gtg! Sorry! Be back in a day or 2!!!!

At Muthu's house at this very moment. We talked till 4.30 am last night, can ya believe that?! Anyway, just came to say hi, and I have and I really gtg now. We're going out, so I gotta be in my party gear within 20 min! Ok lah.....not party gear, just plain ol' jeans and a blouse! Cya!

Going to Muthu's house to stay for a couple of days. Like yay!! We'll go out almost everyday, hoot at other girls and guys at shopping centres, disturb little ppl at the library....*sigh*....pure fun!



Oh well, gtg now! Must pack, dress and all that. See ya in a few!

My eyes are burning man! Damn contact lenses. Went out with Sara today. Same Delifrance lunch! Only at a different place this time, Yishun.



Casablanca is going at $9.90, can ya believe that?! I am sooo going to come back for it! For those not in the know, it's a very famous romantic movie starring Ingrid Bergman and some other wanker whose name and face doesn't come to mind.



Went to NYP for a while today. We were supposed to go for this astronomy lecture thingie but it was too late. All bcos of who? WHO, SARA?! Ass you! I so wanted to experience being bored and frozen out of my wits at a lecture. Oh well!



La de da de da.....dun noe wat to write leh......ha! That was so Chinese!

The previous entry was written by my bf. What happened was lotsa ppl visited my family on Friday and a number stayed over, including my best friend, Muthu. Being busy and all, I cldn't call him. And Muthu stayed till today(she went home this afternoon) and I cldn't talk to him properly all the while. Now that's what he's so pissed bout. But it's over now. :-) He's a happy boy.



I had a great time with Muthu though! We were constantly laughing and slapping at each other. We even had a friendly cat fight! I cld hear the guys at the opposite block cat-calling. Nah!!!! We went to Tampines Mall yesterday. Fun! Muthu's sandal's strap came off, though. I had to run a distance to get superglue and when I was hurrying back I slipped on the smooth floor of the mall and almost slammed into this lady! Her boobs actually brushed mine, 'noe?! I am a soul-sister kind of girl but that just felt weird, man! I guess I've got sensitive boobs. *shrugs* So yeah, I got the glue and we were alive n kicking in no time. I got a Mocha Frapaccino (mmm...*floats in ecstacy at the mere mention of it*) and we went on to get a Neoprint taken. Queued for 45 bloody minutes! The bloody machine kept hurrying us to make a decision as to what frame we want and what words. I felt like I was on Mission bloody Impossible! And we had to pay $10, plus lamination! Those cardboards are worth 2 meals! Well both of us did look nice. =D I will get the pic here if I can!



Mom screaming. Gtg. BYE!!!

Wat a crap world this is can't talk can't meet can't do anything.Writing this in pure hatred and anger.Why must i suffer in this world like this its juz a unfair world.Where some can live as they like while some need to live like what others like.Two days of freaking hell couldn't even talk properly to each other with the family having all kind of reasons always.Making others sad is the world means i don't think living long in this cursed world is worth it.Death looks cool and staying looks like a sin now.Couldn't sleep properly for two days images of the person keeps coming to my mind making me suffer alot.Soon school reopens and need to go through the same shit again.Met only last thursday but we juz met for a very short while like 5 hours it may seem long but meeting after 3 weeks or a month i find it short and we still have the cheeck to come late knowing gotta be home soon.Wat the hell is wrong with the brain.Longing to see ya soon.Waiting for this trauma to end as fast as possible.I will always love u till my last breath.



Disturbed guy.

P.S:I am not dhanya but a disturbed soul of saravanan.

Happy CNY! I had a wonderful time today. I didn't get any hang boas(spelt right?) but I had a better thing presented to me; time with my light o' love. I know, I know, right now it's like corniness = Dhanya but I can't help it!



Went to Pasir Ris Park to just sit and gaze at the trees and the blue, blue sky. Bliss! Then we walked to White Sands and had lunch at Delifrance. Sara had a chicken croissant and me, the Deli potato with tuna. Ofcos, both of us had mushroom soup and peach tea to go with those. As usual, he ended up wanting and eating my choice of food. When he took the first mouthful of my tuna potato, his eyes grew wider and he scolded me for not telling him to choose the same dish. Men. Sheesh!



After that we hung around the shopping centre that had only a few shops open, mostly eateries. Then we went home. He left me at my bus-stop and took the MRT back to Bukit Panjang, as usual.



Now, I'm talking to him online. He's waiting to see my top 10 songs. Oh, it's not top 5 anymore(duh!), upon the request of the bf.



Gotta help my mom with a bit of cleaning up now. At midnitght! Relatives coming over early tmr. Urgh! Gnit!

Currently, I'm helping my sister send an email to a client. Like I have done many many many many many times before. Bores the hell out of me. Hello? I'm not your P.A.! Not to you, ppl, but to YOU, dear sis. She's never gonna read this, though. That fact gives me utmost strength.



Drinking my teh-o. Mmm......*floats in ecstacy* Father made it. I wonder how many ppl call their father's 'Father'. I used to for laughs but only when I remembered. Mostly, he's 'Acha' to me. Malayalam for 'Father'. You ppl know I'm a Malayalee, rite? I originate from sunny Kerala, the place of beautiful beaches with coconut trees and delicious fish curry. I'm hungry!



AT LAST! Emailing done. Yay! Going to my sister's house to see my darlin' lil niece!

My entry earlier was due to a sudden hate for the male species which has pretty much gone down. Bugger. I felt pretty powerful there! I felt beautiful and strong, like no one could possibly contemplate stopping me. I even had my bra out to burn but nooooooo, the anger HAD to subside. Bloody faulty anger-pills. Joke!! Lame one at that.



Melvyn, if you're reading this, I soooo did not copy you! You stinkin' asshole. We've just got the same freakin taste! * punctuates each word with a jab at your chest*



Charlotte! Sorry about the no-answer-to-your-sms thing. Think you shld be asleep by now. Contemplated calling you to explain.Nvm, will call ya tmr or the day after! *gives you her widest, most sheepish grin* =D



Saravanan, I will call you tmr, the day after, the day after the day after, the day after the day after the day after, the day after the... you know! Love you always, and I mean it. =)

Why do ppl check out other ppl's gf/bf when they are attached? It's kind of irritating, especially if they are serious about the other person. And worse, some actually say that "Oh, I like her for her boobs." Now that's the most stupid thing I have heard of. It's one thing to look at/like other ppl's bits but it's a totally different thing if he actually SAYS that to his gf. It's got the eww- factor and the shit- factor, y'noe?



When I am out, I see some guys/farts checking me out while they are actually holding their gf's hand! I feel like kicking a few teeth loose to keep that grin from their faces. And the girls? They wld either notice and glare at me or be blissfully ignorant. Urgh.



Advice to everyone, girl or guy : DON'T tell your gf/bf that you like another's eyes or hands or boobs or anything, especially if it's a sensitive person. If it's a celebrity, the boobs are still too much. Afterall, celecrities are other ppl too. Something about the character is fine, as long as you don't say ,"She's ___er than you." DON'T check out anyone when you're with your gf/bf.



It can really be painful for the other person to think that you actually pay attention to another person's physical attributes and can like them. A person weak in character might feel lowly of themselves and might actually try to change themselves. How do you think breast enhancement became popular? Wives do it mostly.



It's all in the charatacter and sensivity of your partner. Be in tune with his/her feelings and thoughts.

Just added my very own top 5 songs! Wahoo! I'm like, an internet D.J. doing her own chart show. HA!! =D

Got to go have lunch soon. Too late a lunch for most but to me, this is just a little late! My friends usually think that's weird. Well what can I say? We all live in different planets. =)



Got a reply from Melvyn and he is so excited about Chinese New Year(CNY). Why? Because of the money he'll get! Lucky ass. I usually get $30 or if I'm like, super-lucky, $50 but nothing more on Deepavali. That's so pathetic! rgh! Life.



There's this movie going on in this SCV channel that's specially for Tamil-speaking ppl in Singapore. I've seen this movie before and as usual, it's a love-story. In the end, hero gets married to 2 girls! Not at the same time but with a few months difference. The movie closes with the 1st wife pushing the shy newly-wed 2nd wife into a room where her(or their) husband was waiting on a bed for their first night. Can you believe/ imagine that?! I know you most of you men will be like



woohoo but that sucks, man! Eww?!



Oh well! Lunch beckons seductively. Cya!

Now that's much better. =D G'nit, babies!



Ooooooooooow.................! *howls into the night*

Sorry for the asbsence, blog! I have been most unfaithful. I will be better. *smiles sweetly*



Meeting Sara tomorrow. LIke Yay! Might go watch Scary Movie 3. Supposed to be damn funny. I saw a few shots of the movie on MTV Screen and I admit, it did seem hilarious. Hope the shots I saw aren't the only funny parts of the movie! That'd be damn dissapointing, man!



Today I lazed around mostly, disrupting my laze routine with the occasional getting up to stop Madhu from untidying my drawer. She really loves my make-up and jewellery! I guess since it's arranged so neatly it urges her to mess it up. Little Imp!



I think I shall go get a new blog skin. This bores me.

2nd day of 2004. Quite a tiring day, considering my constant running, chasing and picking after Madhu. She's only 1 and half yrs old but boy, is she a handful! And she really can scream! She is a lovely girl, though. So kind(she feeds me some of her jelly), so sensitive(she puts on a pained face when she sees my wounds/cuts and says oooooooo), and so, so very beautiful. No need for an example for the 'beautiful' part cos once you see her, you'll know!



Cooked dinner today. Chicken pie. A bit on the salty side but yummy all the same. I am so very humble, aren't I? =p

Melvyn got a blog and he was inspired by me to do so. Wow. I shld have been a cheerleader, man! A bit too late, though. I never was popular in school. Actually, I never even wanted to, ya noe? Didn't really appeal to me. Kit Ying asked me once if I wanted to be popular and I was like, no way! She said that it's kinda weird. Come to think of it, it is!



Doesn't everyone want to be popular? At least abit? No one wants to be left alone to eat lunch or to be the only person without a partner. Some ppl are in between- they have got good friends, a small grp they hang out with. A few are very popular, as in the whole school knows their name and some ppl from the neighbouring schools too! I've always wondered if they made themselves popular or if they just were at the right places at the right time or something. And I've always wondered how they cld actually take all that pressure from ppl cos ppl want to have lunch with you, talk to you, to be invited to your parties and all that. Everybody wants a piece of you. Also, there might be ppl against you, jealous of your popularity, gd looks, wateva. To me, it's just a waste of time.



Oh my. I was at the topic of Melvyn's blog and I'm now at 'popularity is sham'! What a waste of finger-energy!



Back to Melvyn. Now he's a cute guy! Been my friend for 5 yrs and counting! It was only 4 yrs back that we grew closer. Sat next to each other for 2 or 3 months before realising that we both had wiccan interests. I started movin a pendulum using my mind power and a couple of ppl wanted to see it. He wasn't included in the 'ppl', so he asked me if he cld. I was like, why the hell is he actually asking? So I said, yeah, why ever not? So we started passing letters to each other during classes. Those days were so fun, yeah Mel?! Still have some of the letters and all the excersise books! See( for all those not in the know), we were using up so much of our foolscap paper and later on, when we went to seperate classes and had to resort to slipping our replies thru the classroom window, it seemed a better idea to get a book instead, to write on! Good thinkin, eh? Forgot who's idea it was! So yeah, I still have the books with me, in my wooden drawer. Smell weird now! Anyways, I love you Mellie!!



Yawn........it's late! Declarations of love make me tired. Saravanan, don't fret when you read this! Melvyn is just my good, good friend. =D

Happy New Year, babies! Not a bad day in all. Woke up at 10( very early, yeah? Mom kicked me outta the bed. Ouch.) and had my breakfast for one hour in front of the TV watching this Indian channel called Sun TV. Guess wat I had for breakfast? Chocolate cake. Now is that wunnerful or wat?! And to make things better, I made it, last night. Quite yummy! Say hello to the next Sara Lee. =p Forgot to add the cinnamon powder, though. Wonder if Sara Lee ever forgets to add her cinnamon.



The whole day, I've been stuffing myself with chocolates. Marvellous feeling, I tell ya! Keeping a watchful eye on my tummy, though.



Even as I write now, I'm getting ticked off by the bf. He wants to meet and I can't go out for the next 4 days by when school wld have started for him. Nuff said.



Urgh.