I'm fully expecting to not get accepted into poly. I know, no use being pessimistic, but I can't help the way I feel. I'm going to come back to this post and read this when I know the results a week from now.

It's not the end of the world and you know that. Go find something else to do. You wanna go forward, poly's not the only way. Life goes on. Think of all the cliches you can. Don't be stupid and weep. Think, think, think.