I wish my period'll start already.



I'm a few weeks late and let me tell you, it's nerve-wrecking.



When I'm out, my mind is almost constantly on my period. I keep bending back to see if there's any stain whenever I alight from a bus, the MRT, and when I've got to use the loo in the office, cos I don't wanna be caught red-panted. I often go check, cos I'll get weird, uncomfortable feelings, only to find that the darned thing hasn't even started.



You'd think with the full, child-bearing hips, a regular period which means higher fertility comes with it! Bah!!



It runs in the family, really. Talking about the irregular periods. Turns out my sister has had her period suddenly delayed a whole of 5 months before, before it became regular again. Marvellous, yeah?



The first time I menstruated was in Primary 5. It came for a few minutes, and stopped. My menstrual cycle crawled for a year or so, and finally, I started have proper periods in Sec 1. No, I wasn't bleeding or something in Primary 5, it wasn't anything but my first period.



What if this affects my chances of having a baby? It'll screw up my life. I know, I shld go see a doctor. I will, if it still doesn't come in a few weeks.



I'm so desperate, I won't mind the pain that'll surely come with it. As long as it means I'm menstruating properly. Bah.



Regulate already, dammit!!