Almost a month's gone since I last blogged. Weird! I wldn't consider myself a very busy person, though I'm never home early these days. Over-time, with no 'over'-pay. Oh well.

I'll be starting work at a photo studio this Tuesday, as an image consultant. Sha might too. Hope you do, sweets! It'll be so fun working with you. Man I'm gonna have to come up with shitloads of excuses to give my mom. :-D

This's coming a little late cos it's due like, few weeks ago, but HEY, I GOT A NEW DO!


I've gone from this:



(bare-forehead-ed)


to this:









Wee!!

The pics, esp the new ones, look frikkin weird, I know. I've not been having much cam-whoring sessions lately, sadly. Oh well! I'm making sure I'm staying home this Sunday as I've allocated a decent half hour to carry out a potentially highly productive cam-whoring session.

Last day at P's C this Monday. I'm gonna miss the free and constant supply of Mentos. Oh well. Nothing beats being able to have a Double Vanilla Ceylon Latte when you feel like you need one, I guess. Clarke Quay's starting to become a favourite place of mine! It's so beautiful at night, the lights and all. Got some pics to illustrate, but can't find them. :(

I am so damn sleepy.

Nighty nights, and toodle-loo. :)

Right. Tiiiime to blog!

I had something damn power to blog abt man... but I now can't find the idea anywhere inside my lil young head. Oh well.

I feel the need to spend the whole day at the beach. Swimming, eating, reading, sun-tanning, eating, swimming. Anybody up for it? Besides Jay-sweetiepie, ofcos. :-p

I've been craving for a vodka-vanilla mudshake for a long time. And champagne chocs. And new shoes. And a movie. And a good book. Starbuck's Chicago Cheesecake. Another night out. An entire day with Jay. A new red bag.

Somehow, I don't crave for earrings anymore. Maybe it's bcos all earrings look like they're related due to really strong and dominant bunches of design-genes. I now officially render the earring market in Singapore to be BORING, USELESS SHITE. Sad ah?

Check this out, esp Kamal : Medieval Wedding Gowns. Most of those gowns are bloody beautiful man. The slightly constipated plus stupid-looking model really, really brings the high potential beauty of the images down, but oh well, just look at the gowns, ppl. Gorgeousness. I hope I get the chance to design stuff like such. Again, wish me luck! :-D

It's 5.35am. I need sleep.

Morning, and toodle-oo!

It finally seems like something's working out. Touchwood. (God, please let it all work out. Please don't have me disappointed, please? Pleeease.)

I need cointreau-filled rich chocolates right now. Or cognac. Anything. Oh well...I'll have to settle for some Milo, which beats none of those in comparison but still beats nothing.

Will be blogging more soon. :)

Toodle-loo, and wish me lotsa luck.


P.S: Check out Sindhu's Saturday 22nd!

Oh wow, guess what guess what guess what?

I'M NOT DEAD!

Hungry. Mom's not home. :( Oh well, I shall cook up some potato curry or something as such.

Toodle-loo!

To blog, or not to blog.

Mmm... guess I'm already blogging, as I wonder it out loud.

Lame, I know! What's a girl to do with her lameness, especially when it's infected her mind as thoroughly as it has mine?

I'm sooo bored.

Work is boring. Well...not very boring actually. It can be a teeny bit challenging in weensy ways. And fun sometimes too. Very very nice ppl. I've not once felt like quitting. Incredible, yeah?

Oh oh, I've been told that my voice sounds real sweet over the phone. I was blushing like yanything, yaar! It was a lady who said it tho. Mmmm.

I logged on to my friendster account a minute ago to find this at my bulletin board : "write down ur burfdae"

Like WTF?

That title assaulted my senses, really. Wtf's a burfdae? How do they come up with these yucky words? How do these ppl lose their sense of sense? I didn't know being uncool was in.

Ah, this is potentially amusing.

Message: Pick the number of the month
that
you were
born in

1----i sang
2----i gave a lap dance to
3----i smacked
4----i shot a
5----i fell in love with
6----i murdered
7----i gave my number to
8----i humped
9----i choked on
10---i bitched out
11---i had sex with
12---i ate a


Pick the day (number) you were born on:


1-------a homeless guy
2-------your mom
3-------a banana
4-------a fork
5-------a mexican
6-------a gangster
7-------a condom
8-------an ipod
9-------a stuffed animal
10-------a goat
11-------my dog
12-------my dad
13-------the computer
14-------a poor hungry gay
15-------my neighbor
16-------myself
17-------a jones soda
18-------a llama
19-------a paperclip
20-------my best friends boyfriend
21-------a permenant marker
22-------a policeman
23-------a ninja
24-------a baseball bat
25-------my pshyciatrist
26-------my brother
27-------my sister
28-------a football player
29-------a dvd player
30-------a pickle
31-------my cell phone

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:

White------Because tha guy was touching
a cat
Black-------Because I was drunk.
Pink--------Because im a homosexual.
Red---------Because the voices told me to.
Blue--------Because i cant control myself.
Green------Because I hate myself.
Purple------Because Im naked.
Gray--------Because thats how i roll.
Yellow------Because someone offered me
1,000,000 dollars
Orange----Because i hate my family.
Other-------Because that's how I roll.
none------because im sexy and i do what i
want

Now post all three of these as your title or
else you
will die in ten minutes


I ate a paperclip because the voices told me to!

Ok, I shall wait 10 minutes to see if I die. Coffeebreak!

I've pulled a sickie at work. My mom's not scolded me for it... which is weird but it's most definitely a good thing. Somehow, I think she finally believes I know what I'm doing... or something to that effect. That I don't need as much looking after as she used to think I do, maybe. Mmm.

Baby moved out last saturday. I cried, my mom and dad cied, everybody cried, including my brother-in-law. I guess he's gotten so used to living with my wacky shite family, and will be missing the stupid squabbles and loving, caring and sweet faces and the good food. I'd miss my family shld I have the need to move out, too.

I miss Baby's peachy smile and his plump little hands and legs and his little gold anklet. Sigh.

Ok, I know I saw him on saturday, sunday, yesterday which was monday, and am all dressed up and waiting to go see him again today, but it's just not enough somehow. I need to be with him all the while to be fully happy, and I want to be there when he first crawls and when his 3rd tooth shows(he's got 2 popping out already!). It's exactly how it is with J. Minus the crawling and teething part, that is. :-p

Oh well...I'll get used to it, like how I got used to Madhu's not living with my family after spending the first 2-3 yrs of her life in our place.

Lunch time's over, have to get to the polyclinic for an MC. Hope the doc notices how pale my lips look, without noticing the fine layer of pale beige lipstick on them. It's irritating how I feel bad in the mornings but feel way btr after getting up much later to find myself in a very un-MC-deserving state.

Toodle-loo!

I'm back babies!

My comp died on me, hence the hiatus. But I'm back! Back with a vengeance!

*beats chest like King Kong*

Convo with Sindhu! *sniggers*



Note: I'm always J's Girl in these convos. I've not changed my nick for zonks.


* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
anw, tis is tis pic -------->

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
oh!

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
ooo...its nice!

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
hehehe thxxx

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
the colours look very vivid!

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
but u noe wat i realize..whenever i edit pics..it always turns out the same

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
haha

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
ahahaha

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
tell me abt it

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
after a while you just can't do much more!

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
yupp esp since we arents experts or anything

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
heheh

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
we're usually jus playing ard with this n tat

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
haha

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
yeah! hehehe

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
mmm..maybe we can take up a course abt photo editing with various programs

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
just to edit our own photos!

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
hehe

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
omg... hahahaha

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
tt shows wat cam-whores we are

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
hahaha

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
yeah man!

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
knowing you, you just might do it

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
wahaha!

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
hahaha...i wont i dun think i will lah..hahahah

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
u will

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
ur the one who came up with it

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
umm...no

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
you did!

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
you're trying to pin it on me...horrible lah

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
*shakes head sadly*

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
omg... ur manipulating me

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
mm...maybe I am...but how can you be sure that you don't WANT to be manipulated?

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
ahh... *nods wisely*

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
just shoot me lah

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
hahahhaha

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
i wont shoot u lah...ill stab u wit a knife

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
omg...yay!

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
thanks ah
* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
no prob... i shud say thx to u!
* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
hahaha

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
ahahaha

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
urgh..all my emoticons are lost

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
I can't come up with a suitable emoticon-reply

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
*sniff*

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
how come?

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
but ur the gal with all the emoticons!

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
now u have no more identity!

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
cos my comp had to be reserviced!

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
oh my god... I have lost my identity

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
nooooooooo..... *fades away into the twilight zone*

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
n ur never to be found ever again

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
hi...this is Dhanya's pet chipmunk

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
she's faded away...so you're talking to nobody

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
have a nice day!

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
hahahah

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
ooo...you're a pretty one

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
wanna have some coffee under that tree?

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
*wiggles eyebrows*

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
noooo i dont haf coffee with chipmunks, esp not u!

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
!!!!

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
*throws nuts wildly at that girl*

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
*runs away from this crazy place *

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
wahahaha

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
this IS crazy

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
y'know, I think I shall post this on my blog

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
nooooooo

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
the perfect come-back post

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
weeee !

* + [ ..Everyone's Heart Doesn't Beat The Same..] + * says:
nooo ur not going tooo

°· J's Girl ·° - some kinda wonderful - says:
oh yes I aaaaaaaaaam!



*pokes Sindhu's backside*

Everybody Loves Raymond's ended. :(

I AM SO FRIKKIN SAD!

I absolutely and completely love that show. I'm gonna miss it so so so very much. *sniffles* I'm gonna miss fondly watching Ray unknowingly set traps, fall into them and get screwed by Debbie. And I'm gonna miss exasperating over Marie's interfering nature, and later pitying her for some reason or other. And sympathising with Debbie. And gushing over the twins. And chuckling at Frankie's ill-timed jokes... and pitying Marie more. And sympathising with Robert too... before feeling happy for him. And so much more!

Sigh.

Oh well..Robert's married to Amy, finally. I loved it when they danced to Elvis Presley's A Little Less Conversation! It's one of my favourite songs, and the dancing was so weird, it came off groovy!

Think I'll take up Jay's hobby of buying DVDs of shows. I'll collect Everybody Loves Raymond episodes, Bewitched, I Dream Of Genie(if I can find them) and Absolutely Fabulous.

Oh wait...I gotta have money to do all that. Which brings me to my jobless state. Oh well.

Interview tmr. Wish me luck!

You guys will NOT believe what happened to me today.

Muthu and I were at the tekka market food place deciding what and where to eat. This fellow walked past me, but not before stopping a while, sniffing at my ponytail and smiling. With his eyes closed.

Can you say YUCK?

Thank god I didn't witness the whole event. Muthu was the one who did. She cldn't stop laughing though. I was laughing too...in between involuntary shudders.

*shudders*

A day at little india can really tire you out, as it is the case now! So I shall wrap it up with pics of our little cam-whoring session.




It's amazing how yellow the mrt's lighting can make you look! But I like this pic...we both look pretty presentable.





I look dumb in this pic. Oh well...Muthu looks sweet tho. *grumbles*


Have more pics but I'm too lazy to edit all of them and post them up. Will do them tmr! Or something. :-p

It's started, again. Sigh.

If there's anything anybody doesn't need right now, or ever, it's a fight. Bah.

Weird how I wasn't even aware it was going on while it in fact was. This eruption's over, and the next one is sure to come. Soon.

I can't do anything more than I am doing now... so I guess those words will come true.

Will you ever understand?

I don't want to be left alone. But if that's what's desired, no point in arguing more, is there?

If all the love I've shown for the past 19 years doesn't mean anything to you, it's time I moved on from crying over a lost cause.

But please don't leave me.

Check out this ABC song.

If you like big boobs you're gonna love this one.

Oh, Madhu's coming over! Absolute weee-ness!!!!!!! She shall help me get over my lethargy.

I've become such a baby-bore! Oh well... bear with me, ok?

*smiles sweetly*







Courtesy of Yashi.



P.S: I know my voice sounds all yucky and gooey. So no need to tell me.
P.P.S: You need Quicktime to see this.

That intoxicating feeling; Loving and being loved. Not many sensations can beat that, if you ask me. It's a total and complete rollercoaster of feelings.

It's like being hurled into the air; almost hitting a bus; falling arms widespread off a big oak tree; dozens of roses blooming in a second; sprinting in the wind; feeling wave-crashes; a infant's birth; the sparkle of a red ruby; the sentiments a sunset evokes; the freshness of newly-shampooed hair; hearing my favourite song on the radio; sailing through a storm; a baby's sleepy smile; the chill of water against body heat; perfect shoes; my favourite purple blanket; sugar rushes; snug jeans; performing on stage; a first kiss; exhilarance.

That's what it's like. For me, at least.

I miss you, Jay. :(

Back!

I'm still full from last night's dinner. Ok, lemme list what I had.

- Wild Mushroom Soup
- Penne or Fettucini Carbonara
- Crabstick thingamies
- A quarter serving of Claypot Rice
- A quarter serving of Penang Fried Rice
- A teeny bit of Rojak
- A glass of Virgin Colada
- Tiramisu

No wonder I feel like the marshmallow-man from Ghost Busters.

It's worth it though! Of everything, I loved the carbonara best, cos it was sooooooo cheesy and rich with bacon strips. YUUMMMM. The virgin colada was pretty ok... it's a mocktail of pineapple juice and bits with coconut milk, of which there wasn't enough, else I wld have reeeally enjoyed the drink. Oh well. Mmm..maybe I shld try making it to my liking at home. And the tiramisu was nice...a bit on the dry side, but tasty.

The claypot rice was marvellous! It had huge prawns and mushrooms and all and it was DELICIOUS. I wish I'd ordered that instead. Mmm...*recollects the scrumptiousness of the carbonara* On second thought, nope.

The rest was ok lah. The soup was thick an peppery, just the way I like it. The fried rice was not bad. Nothing fantastic. And I'm not a fan of rojak. Especially not of chinese rojak. I think it sucks.

Disclaimer: I don't do racial discrimination(most of the time) and so shldn't you.

Mmmm.

Guess what? I'm actually kinda hungry now. I'm full, yet I'm hungry.


Fettucini... oh, Fettucini... where art thou, Fettucini?

Am off to Malaysia till late tonight, so if any of you feel like holding an sms convo or worse, a phone convo with me, don't even think abt it.

:-p

Oh, I'm wearing the butterfly clips Jay got me. I almost nvr use clips to hold my hair back cos I've foolishly been thinking I'd look too childish. But now I'm feeling so girly, I love them!!








My hair looks untidy, I know. It always does! *grumbles*

See you tmr, babies!

I don't know what I'm doing. Not surprising tho, cos that's standard behaviour for me; it's become a pattern. I'm not referring to any specific part of my life; I'm referring to everything.

I'm busy without being busy.

Now what the hell does that mean?

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WITH MYSELF?

Nothing.




I have no life.

Oh well, I can still catch The Nanny and Bewitched in the evenings. And Simpsons, sometimes. Oh, and Who's The Boss.

I've said it a few times before, but it bears repeating.

I have no life.

P.S: Ragani, I miss you. :(

Happy Valentine's Day! :)

Yesterday was maaaad.

I was bringing my malaysian cousin of sorts arnd Orchard, helping her find places that the walk-in interviews she saw advertised in the papers were being held. She's such a sweet person, and so easy to talk to, so I didn't mind the least bit. I was in a complete hurry to leave, tho. Cos I needed to get home, do Jay's card, Ragani's butterfly bookmark AND wrap Ragani's 'present', AND wash up and change. And I had to be at the airport at 7 cos Ragani had to fly off 8.45.

So, I reached home at 6(I was already late, Jay was waiting for me at White Sands), did all the above-mentioned stuff(thank god I had good material ready to work with), hurriedly slapped on some make-up and left at 7 to flag down a cab, pick J up on the way, and FINALLY reach the airport.

*inhales, and exhales sloooowly*

Jay looked marvellous in his long-sleeved collared top. I love it! Wear it more!! And buy it in red!!!

Y'know, I can't believe Ragani's gone. I didn't feel like crying then, but now, I do. She told me yesterday that it still hadn't hit her that she's gonna be gone for long and all and I was nodding away cos I understood what she meant. But I didn't know I was somewhat in the same boat as her cos it hadn't hit me that she's left, until this morning. I nvr met her enough...twice or thrice a yr tops. And it's mostly cos I was busy. Thinking abt it now, it's weird how I, who doesn't do anything really constructive, cld possibly be too busy to meet a friend like her.

Sigh.

Oh well, I'm looking forward to when she comes back during the hols. Ragani, if you're reading this, please take care and cheer up! You're a very adaptable person; you'll make do with what and who you got. You'll be happier soon, you'll see! =) I love you, and there's no way I'm gonna forget your birthday(this time arnd). :-p

Sigh.

=(

Oh well...on a lighter note, Jay made me a card. =)









I absolutely adore it. :) Oh, and Jay, it is the one of the most beautiful cards I've recieved. :-D

I love you, sweetheart. :-D

Oh, oh, I shall end this post with some pics of baby. They were taken this morning.










:-D

Yesterday was Thaipusam, and baby's bald now!

Wanna take a peak?






:-D


Got more pics, but no time to upload. Oh well, next time!

Sindhu teacher gave me homework and I have to finish it today. *sniffs and sucks on lollipop*

We took neoprints today!!! Like finally!! And it was so fun!!

You know we've been postponing it every week...for a month or so, so I'm still going 'omg, it's really happened!'. :-p

Anyways, mom's nagging, so I shall just post the pics now, and blog day after tmr. Cos I'll be in Malaysia tmr. Forced to go. BOOOOOO. Oh well.

PICS TIME!!




The first pic! I like this one best.




The black specks were caused by Sindhu's scanner... they aren't eyeliner marks. :-p




This one isn't that bad. :-D Pretty nice actually!


Ok ppl, now brace yourself for retardacy.

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What can I say? I was genuinely caught by surprise. And guess what, I nvr new where exactly the camera was!

*bangs head on the wall*

And the best/worst part is, Sindhu looks wonderful in all the pics! ALL!!

*bangs head on the wall again*

You, Sindhu, are gonna have your ass poked harder next time. *vows*

I found a lone Kit Kat Chunky in my freezer!

JOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOY!!!

And guess what else? I found a huge chocolate rumball in my fridge!

JOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOYjoyJOY!!!

Ahem.

Bored.