I thought a best friend is someone you go to when you're down.



Maybe I'm wrong but if I'm your best friend, you cry to me on the phone, not to my boyfriend. Especially when you claim that I'm the only person you can really stay firm friends with and that nothing can change it. Well why don't you come to me for comfort? What use am I to you if I can't be there for you when you're depressed? Sure, you tell me about the bad and good stuff in your life. But most of it's stuff that aren't your full, true, deep feelings. I've got to hear it second-hand from my boyfriend. It surprises me that you turn to my bf, whom you have known for less than 2 yrs to cry to when your now-ex-bf insulted you or treated you like scum. Until now you've never told me about that. When your 'O' Level results were out, you informed me of them sadly. But you cried when you talked to him.



This might be a small thing but it hurt me quite a bit, enough to cry. I hate feelng so confused. Whatever was lost between us, I hope we get it back, because I love you.